whoever created chinese food is my hero

probably the chinese


My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
My brother
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.

And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
had overdosed
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not

The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not

My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
almost invisible
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not

So y’all can take your narcissistic
and glamorizing
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.

But you
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.


(via runiqu)

I work with my crush. He's a chef and he always lets me try a little cooking and shows me how it's done and we laugh so much when we're clearing up the kitchen in the evening just the two of us and gahhh he eyes are so blue it's crazy damnit I wish we could date

aw have you considered telling him? that sounds so cute

tell me about your crush

my crush works near where i work and he always comes in to the shop and asks me for icecream and it brightens up my whole day because he always makes me laugh and i always give him extra icecream because he's so lovely and adorable and gahhhh

wkdfjsjdfhausdfhauifheurf AWWWW THIS IS ADORABLE

tell me about your crush

Long story short: I talked to him 9 months ago, like in the beginning of the previous school year he was in my class for like 3 months or so, we talked on facebook but like I would talk for 3 weeks straight and he wouldn't begin to me so we wouldn't talk for 2 weeks and than he began talking etc and we could never meet allthough he promised and then finally 4 weeks ago at a festival he kissed me and I thought he would change but na-ah :( waiting for him to talk to me again...

that doesn’t sound super lovely :( sorry for your less than awesome situation, anon friend

tell me about your crush

IM GONNA YOU ABOUT MY CRUSH ok so first off let me tell you he's absolutely gorgeous like oh my god it unrealistic he has the most amazing dark hair and it's ruffly ugh and if you look at his eyes are so purely blue its scary and don't get me STARTED on his jawline and he's tall and lovely. he's my friends brother and sometimes when i go over there we end up talking and watching movies till 5 am. its so amazing talking to him about everything and we just understand each other so well its crazy

that made my heart melt a little bit aw that’s so cute he sounds lovely

tell me about your crush

He plays guitar like me, and deliberately sings off-key when I play "More Than Words." I think I'm in love.

aw omg that’s adorable

tell me about your crush








lets play a game called how close can you get to your friend without becoming a gay couple







I’m sorry, but I think Doctor Who wins this game.

(Source: beeblejuice)